I can't see any light.
My soul is black and cold as starless night.
Pain and fear is all I feel.
I havebloody scars will never heal.
I can't breath.
My heart is rotting inside of me.
Haunted by the past I can't get away.
Fearfull of every new day.
I'm Haunted
I stared out the window blankly, eyes wide yet nearly sightless as the world blurs. It is now I realize I made a mistake and as I struggled to hold on, trying to make out the blurry images in front of me fruitlessly, I am hopeless.
Three Vicodin, ten ibuprofen and a glass of whiskey. As the whole world begins to fade my last thought…
I should have never taken those painkillers.
Father. I fear I have sinned.
My child, what have you done?
I couldn't help myself. It was so beautiful. I had to feel it break beneath my fingers; its blood slick my hands, my tongue, my throat. I had to have it in my mouth. I tore at it with my teeth, peeling the skin from the bone. Like jewels, its life dripped from my tears and my scratches. They welled and slithered and dropped. Incandescent beneath the harsh light of where I had caught it. Such a beautiful creature now withered in my hands . and Father?
Yes, child?
You want to know the most delusional part of it?
Yes.
At that moment my vision became clear. Light shown down up
What is Beauty - poem by The-Lost-Hope, literature
Literature
What is Beauty - poem
What is Beauty
Ask me what is
Beauty and shall answer that is a
Cancer, a disease, why?
Because beauty seems to make so many,
Envy and wish to
Follow and be the same and
Get the same looks while they
Hate themselves.
I dislike that beauty causes so much
Jealousy and that
Kindness and
Love lose so
Much of its power when people
No longer care for
Others, but their own beauty.
People are
Quick to fight over who
Rocks the newest looks and
Styles.
Time and time again.
Unearthing nothing more than sadness in the people they say are ugly.
Vain is bad. But what is
Worse is people feeling bad about themselves.
X marks the
I remain confined
Behind this wall
I try to climb
But I'm afraid to fall
Brick by brick
That's how this wall was made
A the beginning I didn't even realise
Each brick being lade
But now I do
it steals my sun
I get an idea
Just when I think it's won
I find a shovel
And dig a hole fast
When I 'm finished
I wriggle past
Rid of shadows
No longer confined
But I'll always remember being trapped
Left behind...
You know me as a freak
The one who juggles fire
You only see my mask
I'm the one who walks on wire
You assume that it's effortless
That my tricks aren't hard at all
But you aren't there to watch me
Every time I fall
You act like I'm a freak
Spinning fire around
Even when it burns me
I refuse to make a sound
You treat me with no mercy
Leave me out of games
You treat me like a freak
And like to call me names
But I'm no freak
Just because the circus is my home
And whats so wrong with wanting
Critics to leave me alone
I have witnessed many wars
Travelled many seas
Fort many battles
Heard many pleas
I have seen much death
Dried many tears
Seen too much blood
Faced many fears
I have climbed many mountains
Crossed many streams
Solved many riddles
Been in many teams
I have sought many answers
I have found many clues
To be sure that I am
A survivor
I'm sorry I didn't tell you
About what I was planning to do
But if I had of told you
I wouldn't have been able to peruse
I'm sorry about how you found me
It was the easiest way
To make all the problems in my head
Simple go away
I'm sorry that I left you
I know how must feel
I know you didn't see my pain
But to me it was real
I'm sorry about the stain I've left
On your pretty white dresser
But that's just where I was
When I scribbled down this letter
I'm sorry that a true goodbye can really never come
But I hope that my last words to you
Will hopefully succumb
I'm not sorry for dying though
I'm finally free
Fro
Confined.
These walls are closing in.
Confined.
These days keep growing dim.
Confined.
I might be going out of my mind.
Confined.
My soul is lost, nothing to find.
In these haunted corridors,
I'm kept prisoner to all these horrors.
I want to escape and save what's not found,
Confined, chasing my mind it's all around.
Confined.